sometimes i wish i was a dog. watching piffy bounding around today for no reason in particular (yes, he bounds like a rabbit - i have no idea why) it occurred to me that he is just purely exuberant by nature. if only i could be like that. go around wagging my tail all day and just flopping on my belly to get a kind scratch.

i can't believe how apathetic i've become to the whole idea of exams. i still get stressed and the first thing that comes to mind when i wake up on an exam morning is "shit" (i duno. it's my first literal thought, but somehow when i go to exams in the morning i always need to poo... oookay TMI) but yeah, one semester later it's like those thoughts never happened, because i find myself in the exact same spot, stressing and shitting myself. -__-

so exam period is well and truly under way. 1 down, 3 to go. please please please let me get through this. i promise i'll be more hardworking next semester.