break my heart for what is yours..

i don't know why the news of the little girl dying felt like someone stuck my heart in a bucket of cold water.
i guess inside i was really hoping that she would somehow.. experience a miracle and grow up to lead a normal life. there was so much hope.

i don't know why i cried. but right now.. i feel so helpless. and then suddenly.. the thought of accounting dims by comparison. my worries are so trivial.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity