and the sun will set for you..

it rained today.
oh how i wish it poured instead of drizzled.
i could smell the rain in the air, i felt the slight staticky feeling you get before it rains and the clouds darkened above. and i actually got excited.
but it only drizzled slightly, enough to make me bedraggled with limp noodley hair and sniffley, but not enough to get me soaked.
i love the smell after it rains.
i love the crisp wind that blows over after it rains.
i love walking in the rain.
i love jumping into puddles.
i love the sound of rain splashing on the ground, the steady patter that seems so comforting.

now you know how sad i am, when i write a whole post about weather :P

tennis today was like boot camp; but i feel accomplished even though tomorrow it's gonna hurt like hell..oh wells! *chants* must get fit must get fit must get fit

rain, rain tell her that i love her so,
please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow...

sometimes i get the feeling that my friendship with certain people is taken for granted.. was having this particular conversation with a friend-stranger today (yippee i love friend-strangers, there is absolutely no judgment in what the views/opinions you exchange) about friendship quality and whether it's about getting back as much relative to what you pour into that friendship.

is it even measurable? in the mathematical equation of friendship, does it have to be what i put in = what you put in to make something work?

coz then, if i balanced up a lot of my friendships, a hell of a lot of them wouldn't make sense.
(accounting ftw!)

all along i had this theory that it's not about how much each person puts in.. i just felt that friendship thrived on like.. just.. caring and that it dies.. because we lose interest in the friendship we have.
like you don't have to be twins in terms of personality, interests, or whatever..
but does it get to a point where we somehow lose interest in the friendship just cos, you know, it's not new and exciting anymore?

ahhh wtv. today i was with a friend and someone asked how long we'd been friends for.
friend replies - "too long"

left me wondering.. it really did.