it's 3.3o in the morning and i almost have to stick toothpicks between my eyelids to keep my eyes open.
i'm waiting for supernatural and grey's anatomy to load. both are season finale episodes and i've been waiting for them for a fricking long time. T____T
i follow both of those shows almost religiously. new episodes are always released on thursdays, which is bad for any tests or assignments due on fridays, because i always watch them the moment they're out. that's right, i sit and refresh till the episode link pops up like a bloody loser...
...anyway the point is, IT'S LAGGINGGGG fkkkk and in a moment of desperation i checked out the wikipedia episode summaries so in conclusion i know the twist in BOTH episodes thereby well and truly ruining it for myself.. i know, i almost despise myself now.

i still have to see it though, so no sleep for me just yet.

i watched angels and demons the other day, it was pretty good but i thought a better director could've made it more epic and engaging. also i think of tom hanks in a very forrest gumpy- manner now and it's hard to picture him as the handsome intellectual harvard symbologist he's supposed to be.

the vicious cycle of tests and assignments have finally ceased for one or two weeks. sweet reprieve!! :) i almost think that the work i've put in this year isn't paying off just yet in terms of how fulfilled or satisfied i feel with my life in the past five months.

i went to the zoo with charles and his sister and cousins. walking in certain areas dredged up some memories of my first visit to the zoo; although today has effectively wiped those old ones out and replaced it with new ones. the exhibits are pretty much the same. i was really amazed at this orang utan that climbed up to a viewing platform and dragged his blanket along and sat down literally centimetres away from me, separated by a thin wall of glass. he then proceeded to pose in a very victoria's secret manner.. and then i realised

orang utans have fingernails.

what.the.friiick! :O

(and their feet look like hands so it looks like they have four hands..)

i just thought i would blog about that, cos it really blew me away :P lol

the past week has sort of been an eating spree for me. since charles's relatives are over we've been taking them to all these epic food places. the other day we went to this place where they ordered a meat platter that was literally like, THE biggest meat platter i have ever seen in my life T____T

anyway i had a mental image of myself standing on the scales of the biggest loser and watching the numbers skyrocket so i stopped in mid-reach for meat and picked up some lettuce instead.

also, i have lost most, if not all, motivation to turn up to my classes. i swear last week i only went to like 2 hours of uni... yeah actually, i think i did only go to 2 hours.

-_-

i dunno, life is so much more productive without all the travelling to uni. this little voice in my head says i should worry they'll fail me for spectacularly miserable tute attendance but this other bigger voice is saying, as long as i do well enough, it shouldn't be an issue.

raaaaawr